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i have returned just so that i may reply to you dear Angel.

i think i may be over the thing that has been leading to my leaving and hence changing names upon returning (Insha Allah)..... i have accepted that Muslim leaders do not wish to reply to me, mind you i am still no closer to fathoming it out, i thought they would want to discuss such an issue, as a pose to allowing me to use it (the science) in a way i see fit��.

after all they are continually telling me that they know best, which is shown via their actions � i.e. that they preach and do not allow me to even ask them a question regarding my understanding of what they have said� but hey i guess Allah {SWT} wants me to have a say, and who can stop Allah�s decree, right?!

anyway i am glad you appreciated my reply, and sorry for my (past & future) awkwardness, although i hope the worst is behind me!

so tell me what do you know today?