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aishag88 
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 Topic: I am confused...I am lonely....Posted: 27 August 2005 at 8:02pm |
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Asalaaam Alikum... I am 17, from America, and a convert to Islam. I have been Muslim since i was 14... I am having trouble with praying, i dont pray on time, and sometimes not for days at a time...i feel stupid, i feel bad, dirty...i feel i could cry at any time. WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF? I dont want to go to hell... I wear hijab to school, but i am confused...i wear jeans and shirts that go past my nid thigh, but it doesnt feel right...i feel bad doing that...i get comments from people, from guys abt myself, they think its sexy or something because i'm covered...one of my teacher made fun of me... I hope this makes since, i cant think straiget... I need to talk to somebody...
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ummziba
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Posted: 28 August 2005 at 6:32am |
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Assalamu alaikum Sister Aishag88, I am sorry to hear of your troubles. Perhaps you need to focus more on what is important as a Muslim - worshipping and pleasing Allah. When one bends their mind to that, and only that, all things fall nicely into place. All humans go through periods of ups and downs. Surely all Muslims struggle with their own personnal jihad to overcome their own ego and comply to the will of Allah only. It is never easy. Pray sincerely to Allah. Remind yourself constantly what being a Muslim means and always stay conscious of Allah. What others say is unimportant, though that is hard to comprehend at your age. Do you live near a mosque or Islamic center? It is important for Muslims to have good, pious Muslim friends that they can feel good around. Read the Qur'an daily, even if only a few verses at a time. Make lots of remembrance of Allah throughout the day. Keep Allah in mind whenever someone says something hurtful to you and the hurt will not be so bad. If you can manage to keep your mind and heart on pleasing Allah, a joy and contentment will fill your heart and make your life so much easier. Please post here again with any questions or worries that you may have. Myself or one of the other sisters will surely try to help you all we can. Feel free to PM me if you wish, as well. May Allah give you much courage and strength to keep your faith strong. Peace, ummziba. |
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Nausheen
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Posted: 28 August 2005 at 8:07am |
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Auzubilllahi minash shaitan ir rajeem, Bismillah ir rahman ir rahim,
Assalamualaikum wa rahmatullah wa barkatuhu, Sister Aisha, alhamdulillah you are doing a good job struggling to be a muslim. May allah always be with you, guide you and protect you, insha allah, ameen. I have a friend from a country where there are regulations on women wearing hijab, thus she cannot put it on, tho she is not in here home country. In this country, where she is studying people make trouble for her, the Prof. gets upset when she is offered wine and she refuses and the sort, men are disrespectful to her, including muslim brothers, unfortunately, ... Sometimes people think they can be a judge over us, when they are not. They make funny remarks to discourage us in our endeavors, without understanding what we may be going thru. It is better not to pay attention to them. Keep your resolve firm in your heart. Allah is watching, and he understands the hearts and intentions, so we should not worry about what people think. If we make efforts to be steadfast in religion, even before we ultimately achieve our goals, the rewards are counted for our intentions alone. You may have started to cover recently, and it could be that your attire does not go very well with the hijab. Try to change your wardrobe slowly. No need to rush. You can start with wearing long-loose shirts on your jeans. Later replace the jeans with loose trousers, insha allah that will change your look. You are welcome on these boards. Anytime, if you have any concerns, send a note, and someone will respond. Hope you are feeling better already Maa salaama, Nausheen |
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<font color=purple>Wanu nazzilu minal Qurani ma huwa
Shafaa un wa rahmatun lil mo'mineena wa la yaziduzzalimeena illa khasara.[/COLOR] |
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MayPB
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Posted: 02 September 2005 at 3:13pm |
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You should try to get along with others. You will have to get along with folks regardless of their religion and so on. Make an effort to be nice and learn about Islam so you can answer their quiestions. If a teacher is disrespectful talk to her about the specific thing she did or said that was rude. Try to meet muslims in your school, don't think that by ostracizing yourself from non-muslims you are struggling in jihad. Be friendly, high school is supposed to be fun!!!
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Meedo
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Posted: 03 September 2005 at 1:41pm |
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sister aisha ,
You seem to feel guilt that you are nt covering ewnough or somthing. Please udnerstand that you shouldnt do this!!! Things come on time and Allah loves people who take small steps at a time. The most important thing is your mental and Phsycological health . Just believe in yourself and believe in the mercy of Allah and never ever feel that any body can judge you . No body and no human whatever pious he or she is can judge you. Every person has his own circumstances . I know a revert in sweden who sadly went off islam because she was pushed to a limit she couldnt take People treated hger exacftly as if she was born in islam and as if she as a revert never have any problems.
Sister, Talke it easy on yr self and go closer toi Allah in small but steady steps. Best thing is tpo have a program and stick by it . Best thing is to read teh Quran regularly . peace and salam aleikum |
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I wear hijab to school, but i am confused...i wear jeans and shirts that go past my nid thigh, but it doesnt feel right...i feel bad doing that...i get comments from people, from guys abt myself, they think its sexy or something because i'm covered...one of my teacher made fun of me...