I was Born Today
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Posted By: Full of Hopes
Subject: I was Born Today
Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 6:29am
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الكاتب/ Sheikh Hany Hilmy
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01/12/2008 |
I seek refuge in Allah from Satan the outcast Praise
be to Allah, we thank Him, we seek His aid and we ask for His
forgiveness. We seek the protection of Allah from our bad souls and
deeds. Whom Allah guides, no one can astray and whom He astray, no one
can guide. I testify that there is No god but ALLAH, and that Muhammad
is the messenger of Allah. Oh Allah, have mercy on Muhammad and those
related to Muhammad just that Thou had on Ibrahim and those related to
Ibrahim; surly Thou art the Praiseworthy, the Great. Oh Allah, bestow
your blessing on Muhammad and those related to Muhammad as Thou had
bestowed it on Ibrahim and those related to Ibrahim; surly Thou art the
Praiseworthy, the Great. Thus,
I ask Allah, the Exalted to make this gathering a blessed one and
protect our apart after it and doesn't make anyone of us or around us
miserable or deprived. Oh Allah, have mercy and forgiveness about what
You know and guide us and be generous, Praise to the Pride and Generous. He said: "I don't have a name, I was born today".
This was the last word said by Mr. Harbi .... Do you know his story? He
said: "I am a father of five kids, I used to work as a truck driver and
as the truck drivers are used to, one would come and tell another to
take something and claim that it will make him drive well and stay up
all night." All of you all know this trend. A
bad gang surrounded him and urged him to take some narcotic and don't
be afraid of doing so, and they claimed that such a narcotic would make
him more active and vital. He
said: "That was the beginning. I stayed on drugs for twenty years.
It ruined my life. I used to beat my wife in front of my kids. I
turned into a man without a soul and without any feelings whatsoever.
My wife did her best to help me to quit drugs but it was not possible." Then,
he sat crying when he remembered this situation and said: " I can never
forget that day when I was sitting with visiting neighbors and my son
came in and told me that I forgot to take drugs this day and he got me
a piece of drug and gave it to me" In
this moment, I sat with myself for a little bit and felt the
humiliation of the sin ..... After the guests left, a daughter and a
son of mine came in and told me: "for how long will you keep on living
in this mess, Dad? I was so much moved by their words but this had
been the case for twenty years and it would be very difficult for me to
change. I
started to try..... I got to know good people who kept on telling me
not to give up and who encouraged me to go for pilgrimage with them
that year. And it happened.... He was narrating that while he was standing on the Mercy Mountain on Arafah day , he felt that he went through a detoxification process that all the poisons in his body and heart were gone. He felt he was purified. That's why he said: Oh by Allah, I am now a new person. I really feel that I was born today, on the day of Arafah
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Posted By: Full of Hopes
Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 6:30am
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الكاتب/ Sheikh Hany Hilmy
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02/12/2008 |
We
need to be reborn today, on this day, the day in the year with the
largest number of people getting freed, the Day of Arafah. Why not? Why can't the logo for the day of Arafah for this year be"I am newly born"? All
of us, the one who is religious, the one who took some steps in the
road to Allah, the one who is still at the beginning and the one who
is still hesitant "thinking about it", we all need to be newly born. The Prophet, May Peace Be Upon Him, said: "The faith would wear out in your heart like the dress do wear out". Narrated by The Tabarani and corrected by Albani. Wear out here means like torn into pieces and could not to be used again. This heart got tired and sick from the many trials that were not successful. So,
we need a new heart, a new life, we need to open our eyes to feel the
meanings, as we were at the beginning when we decided to repent or as
whom truly you want to be, the committed person who loves Allah and
whose heart is getting closer to Allah. Yes, I am newly born. I
swear by the name of Allah, who there is no god but HIM, all the
conditions are prepared for you and there is nothing easier than this.
You shouldn't lose this opportunity. This time of twelve hours fasting is equivalent to twenty four months and it leads to forgiveness of two years. Twelve
hours of fasting fast them right, make a promise to Allah to become a
new person, not only to fast these hours and then forget about it. No,
this is not the meaning. The meaning is that you try with yourself and
do your best and you don't find the will nor you find the helping
reasons but ALL the reasons are available. Look how precious this
opportunity is!
The Hadith narrated by Muslim according to Aisha, May Allah bless her, that the Prophet Peace Be Upon Him said: "There is no day in which Allah will release people from the hellfire more than the day of Arafat". By
the name of Allah, this is not exclusive for the people who are
standing on Arafat but it is general. And He comes nearer; who? God of
Pride the all Mighty. He
is so very close to you on that day then, He brags his slave among His
angles and say: Pay attention to these key words, Allah says "What do these people want?" What do you want? What did you want? What is your intention and goal? The key would be sincerity. The key will be truthfulness. The key will be a truthful intention only for the sake of Allah. Narrated
by Imam Ahmad and classified as Sahih (correct) by Al Albani and
according to Ibn Omar that the prophet peace be upon him said: "Allah
Almighty brags his angels during the evening of the people of Arafat
and says look to my slaves who came messy and dusty". The
second key word is kicking out from your heart your worldly life. If
this goes out of your heart and if you gathered all what bothers you in
one which is the hereafter, Allah will resolve all what bothers you,
everything going through your mind and will shorten the distance
between you and Allah . What
is going through your mind? Home problems? Exams? Marriage? Work?
Money? How are you getting a home? What are you going to do ?or how you
are going to run your home and raise your children? Allah will
suffice ..yes suffice him all what is going through his mind and his
problems. Only get it out.... They came to me messy and dusty.....they
are not bothered by their appearance, and not any other thing....I came
to you my Lord so accept me as I am. The reward is so huge. It is the release from the hellfire.
In the day of Arafat the supplications are answered and the pitfalls
are corrected.This is a day which Allah honored and raised over all
other days. This is a day in which Allah completed the religion and
fulfilled the blessings.This is a day in which Allah forgives all the
sins and releases necks from hellfire, We ask Allah the Almighty to
release our necks from the hellfire. Do you want to be released?
Your heart should burn for the repentance. Your heart should be torn
into pieces hoping that Allah would forgive, pardon and send His mercy
upon you in that great day. Here are the following virtues of this day and I put a duty for each virtue..
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Posted By: Full of Hopes
Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 6:32am
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الكاتب/ Sheikh Hany Hilmy
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02/12/2008 |
The First Virtue: The day where Allah perfected His religion and completed His favors upon us It was Agreed upon on behalf of Omar Ibn Al Khattab, May Allah blesse him that a Jewish man said: Oh
prince of believer, there is a verse in your book if it descended on
the Jews; we would have considered it as a celebration. He said:
which verse? The Jewish said: "This day have I perfected your religion for you, completed My favour upon you, and have chosen for you Islam as your religion."Al-Maeda:3. Omar
said: We knew that day as well as the place where it descended on the
prophet peace upon him, The day was Friday in Arafa." Narrated by At-Termethei on behalf of Ibn Abbas. He meant to tell him that if this Ayah descended on them, they would have a big celebration and feast. And
it is our Eid, as narrated in the Hadith, that Arafat day is Eid. The
Eid doesn't start on the day of slaughtering followed by the days of
Tashriq. On the contrary, the day of Arafat is one of the Eid's days. Narrated by Abu Dawud and Annesaei and classified as sahih (correct) by Al Albani that the prophet peace be upon him said:
"The day of , days of Attashriq and the day of Slaughtering, are our
Eid.. people of Islam.. and these are days remarkable for eating and
drinking". Said by Sunnah people
except Ibn Majah modified by Abu Dawud (241/9) and At-Termedhi (773)
and Annesaei (252/5) and Ahmad (605/28). The Duty: Since Eid was where Allah perfected our religion and blessings, we should have two worships: Gratitude and happiness. We
should be happy by God's mercy and kindness and be happy that we
reached that day. Witness that this big day is the day of freedom from
hellfire in your life.
If you reach it, then this is one of the best blessings. When you are
happy, your heart will feel the love of the Most Merciful. You are
happy because of His mercy and kindness. You will feel that the blessings are descending as well as that you don't deserve them. When you thank your lord "Oh Allah, praise be to You",
you will feel the happiness in your heart. Praise be to Allah, Praise
be to Allah. These are the words that you will be saying and nothing
else. If you want to say something else, you will say Praise be to
Allah for the blessing of Islam and suffice as a blessing. You will say
Praise be to Allah for enabling us to say there is no God but Allah.
Praise be to Allah who had no son and no partner in His possession and
Allah who is the Greatest. Say �Allah is the Greatest' and I will tell why we need to say that? The
day of Arafah is a great day. We should glorify Allah in it. It has
great blessings that we need to thank Allah for. If you instill these
meanings in your heart, your heart will be purified from the inside out
and will be completely clean. Once the love of the Most Merciful is
inside your heart, it will be fully occupied. So, your practical duty is
to dedicate a time in your day to praise, thank, glorify Allah the all
Mighty and especially make lots of supplication at that day. Enumerating
praise on Allah is one of the reasons for supplication to be raised and
accepted by Him. I cannot enumerate Your praise. Oh Allah, I don't
know what to say. I see myself as a sinner and criminal. I am the one
who disobeyed Allah's commands. I am the one whom You ordered and I
disobeyed. Here I am blessed from the day of my creation till the
end. Your bounties never stopped despite my sins. Oh Lord, Praisebe
all to You and to You all return.
Your heart will be filled by saying these words and Allah would love it from you because it is called the flattering worship.
This means that you don't know how to express your praise to Allah so
you flatter Him. He loves it from you. This is the relation between
the lovers. Try and then you will find the meaning of the Most
Merciful love.
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Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 6:33am
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الكاتب/ Sheikh Hany Hilmy
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02/12/2008 |
The Second Virtue: It is the day where Allah made a covenant with Adam's breed As narrated by Imam Ahmad Ibn Abbas May Allah bless them, that the prophet peace be upon him said:
"Allah took the covenant from Adam's back, peace be upon him, in Numan
- which means Arafat- and extracted out of his body all his breed. He
spread them in His hands like dust. Then He said: "
When thy Lord drew forth from the Children of Adam - from their loins -
their descendants, and made them testify concerning themselves,
(saying): "Am I not your Lord (who cherishes and sustains you)?"- They
said: "Yea! We do testify!" (This), lest ye should say on the Day of
Judgment: "Of this we were never mindful* Or lest ye should say: "Our
fathers before us may have taken false gods, but we are (their)
descendants after them: wilt Thou then destroy us because of the deeds
of men who were futile?"Al Araf:172, 173. Narrated
by Ahmad and classified as correct by Al Albani. {Narrated by Annesaei
too and Ibn Jarir and Ibn Hatim and Al Hakim in Al Mustadrak and said
Sahih}. This
is the story. This is the nature of all human beings. Does anyone of
us remember how we were in the dust world and we each said yes. This
is the nature that the prophet peace be upon him said: "Every new born is born on nature which is the Unitarian nature, his fathers made him Jewish or Christian or MAJOOSI". At
the beginning, you were born pure. Your heart was filled with TAWHEED
(worshiping Allah only). Your heart has the meaning of �there is no
God but Allah'. All the creatures were born the same then pollution
took place because of the upbringing. We were all born Muslims and Allah all Mighty blessed us with two merits nature and environment. The Duty: Shouldn't we thank Allah for embracing us with Islam? Unfortunately this word "I love Islam" is only said by tongues and doesn't have a place in the heart as it should. Do you really feel the greatness of Islam? And that without it you are lost?
If you really feel it then you will realize the greatness of that day
when Allah gave you the right nature to guide you to the truth and to
the right path. Doesn't He deserve to be praised and thanked a lot?
Source: Born on the Day of Arafah, written by http://www.manhag.net/trjmh-alshykh-hany-hlmy.html - Sheikh Hany Hilmy http://www.manhag.net/trjmh-alshykh-hany-hlmy.html - To be Continued ... The First Oath |
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Posted By: Full of Hopes
Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 6:34am
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الكاتب/ Sheikh Hany Hilmy
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02/12/2008 |
Allah swore by the day of Arafah in the quran two times. This shows the greatness of the day. 1- The first oath Allah made was in Surat Al-Burooj (The Mansions of the stars ) and we will stop at the benefits of every point in the verses. 2- The Second oath was made in surat el Fajr The First Oath.. (The Mansions of the stars - Al-Burooj ) Allah the all Mighty said: "By
the heavens holding the big stars and by the promised day (i.e. the day
of resurrection), and by the witnessing day (i.e. Friday and by the
witnessed day, the day of Arafat, (Hajj), and the ninth of Dhul Hijja)
Cursed were the people of the ditch (the story of the boy and the
king.) (Al Buruj: 1-4) Al-Burooj: Stars and Planets Al
Buruj means all the stars and planets. We find in the stars the meaning
of glittering, light and height. Don't you think so? What meaning do
the heavens have? Allah swears by the heaven because it is a great
thing but why the heavens? Why didn't He say the heaven only like when
He said: "By the heaven and Atariq, (the night comer, i.e. the bright star.) No, He said here "By the heaven, holding the big stars" that have the bright stars. The promised day: The day of resurrection day The
promised day means the day of resurrection according to Abu Hurairah,
may Allah bless him, that the prophet, peace be upon him, said: "The promised day is the day of resurrection; the witnessing is the Friday." Narrated by Termethei and classified as correct by Al Albani. What is the connection between the four? When Allah says: "By the heaven holding big stars" .The
Night, The Illumination and the Altitude. He all Mighty swears that
this happened as if like you saying: "By Allah, By Allah, by Allah
"cursed were the people of the ditch". He
all Mighty swears by what He wants of His creations and universe. He
swears by the heaven, by the day of resurrection, by Friday and by the
day of Arafat that the people of the ditch were killed. Can anyone see the connection between these meanings? Height, sublimity and light.
Aren't there people who will pass by the straight path like the bright
planet (Who are those?). Those are people of high grades, people of
heaven, people of sublimity on the day of resurrection. What did they
do? Allah swore by those two days because they're the best days of the
week and year. The greatest day of the week is Friday and the greatest
day of the year where sins are forgiven is the day of Arafat. Isn't it
true? The
witnessed is the day of Arafat which is the day of freedom from
hellfire so how do you get there? This needs diligence and
sacrifice................ Did you get the equation? Or do you need me
to repeat?
Duty: Reaching Sublimity Do you need to reach sublimity, want to be amongst the people with the complete light in the day of resurrection. This needs: You
need to glorify those glorious days, it is said the Greatest swears by
the great, Our Lord the all Mighty is great and will not swear by
anything unless it is really great. So, that is why they are important
days. Thus, glorify these days, take great care of yourself during
these days and appreciate them a lot, the Friday of the week and the
day of Arafat (And by the witnessing day, and by the witness day). And
you will not gain that without making an effort and a sacrifice like
the story of the ditch. The people were killed, thrown in fire and
burnt and that didn't force them to change their religion. Then we need to sacrifice...Wondering what are you willing to sacrifice? Would
you sacrifice by your life? Time? Or what? What are you willing to
sell ? Yourself? Allah is buying, are you selling? "Selling his soul
so freeing it from hellfire". Whoever
is selling is the one who will be freed from the hellfire in the Day of
Arafat. You need to do something. Give a big charity. We need
something practical today, do not sleep tonight till dawn. Hold
up your Quran on that day and I swear to God that you can read it
completely and finish it. If you usually do not read , read half of it
or even just ten parts. Recite a lot of Quran so as to fill up your
whole time on that day. Don't turn around and say what am I doing
tonight, it is the Eid night and I need to do so and so. No, leave
that and focus it is the Day of Freedom from the hellfire. I
wish that He only frees me from fire I wish that He forgive me. Tell
me what to do? I need to do lots of good things during that day. I am
ready to do anything, sacrifice anything, and just free me O' Allah
from hellfire. You need to psychologically prepare yourself for that
day. That's what you want on the greatest day of freedom from the
hellfire.
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Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 6:35am
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الكاتب/ Sheikh Hany Hilmy
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02/12/2008 |
Allah all Mighty said:
"By the dawn* By the ten nights (i.e. the first ten days of the month
of Dhul-Hijja)*And by the even and the odd (of all creations of
Allah)." Surat Al Fajr (The break of the day or the Dawn). The even and the odd Ibn
Abbas said: Even (Al Shaf'a i.e even) is the Day of Slaughtering of
sacrifices (the tenth day, Eid Day) and Al Witr (the Odd) is the Day of
Arafat. Hence, Allah swore by the Odd which is the Day of Arafat. Al
Fajr (the dawn) is the time when light comes, the beginning of the
light. Didn't I tell you that the Day of Arafat will be your
birthday. I was newly born. Like the dawn which is born midst the
dark night; the light comes, the light of the dawn. "By the ten nights": as if the beginning is here.
Those ten nights are the greatest nights of the era. Allah swears by
those nights and glorifies their days. Those are the ten days of
Dhul-Hijja. When you glorify the Day of Arafat and make yourself
accountable, you may see the light of the dawn and you may be born
again and that is why Allah swore by those days. Duty:
What are your duties toward this great day (Arafat) which Allah swore by it? As
being said before, you need to glorify your Lord. That is why we need
to make Takbeer (Allahu-Akbar: Allah is the Greatest) in those days
especially on the night of Arafat Day. Notice that their is a deserted
sunna as mentioned by Bukhari and that is that Takbeer starts
individually from the first day of the ten days of dhul-Hijja. It can
be performed while walking, riding a car or transportation. Glorify
Allah and revive this deserted Sunna.
He
said in his Sahih according to Ibn Amro according to Abi Hurairah that
"they used to say during the ten days, Allah is the Greatest
(Allahu-Akbar), Allahu-Akbar, Allahu-Akbar, Allahu-Akbar, There is no
God but Allah alone, Allah is the Greatest and All praise be to Allah." They used to glorify Allah during the ten days. Then there is a restricted Takbeer (done in groups) which starts the dawn of the Day of Arafat after the maghrib prayers. Why? Because it is a great day so glorify your Lord in it by making lots of Takbeer "And
that you must magnify Allah (i.e. say Takbeer: Allahu-Akbar: Allah is
the Most Great) on seeing the crescent of the months of Ramadan and
Shawwal) for having guided you so that you may be grateful to Him". Al Baqara, 185. May Allah guide us to a greater and better merit day, to the Day of Arafat. Just by saying Allahu-Akbar (Allah is the Greatest), you feel that Allah is greater than your lusts, enjoyment, your wife and kids and even greater from your parents. The
heart listens, and receives the messages of Allahu-Akbar. Hence, it
glorifies Allah. The hearts hear the words Allahu-Akbar. In the Time
for praying. It starts glorifying Allah not during praying only but in
every regulations Allah ordered. Allah is the Greatest , All praise be to Him. This is the message for the biggest Day of freedom from hellfire.
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Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 6:54am
Fasting the Day of Arafah
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الكاتب/ Sheikh Hany Hilmy
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03/12/2008 |
Fasting the Day of Arafah expiates two years worth of wrong deeds: The year that passed and the year to come. Narrated
by Imam Muslim according to Abi Qutada, May Allah bless him, that the
prophet peace be upon him was asked about fasting the Day of Arafat.
He said: "It expiates two years, the past year and the coming year." Ibn Al Qayem mentioned in Al Zad
book a nice incident. A man told him that he fasted the Day of Arafat
and Ashoura with the intention of expiating his sins for sure. He
added, the main important thing is to fast the Day of Arafat and
Ashoura's then do whatever you want. Ibn
el Qayem replied: this is the condition of the person who doesn't know
anything about God. You arranged the reward according to the deeds
without looking for acceptance. That man assumed all his mistakes and sins will be expiated. But who said that his fasting was accepted? There
was a man who stayed with us with the intention of E'tekaf (a form of
worship, in which a person remains in seclusion, generally, in a
mosque, for sometime ) during the Day of Arafat's night. He was a
company manager. I told him that he should abstain from speech and
business discussions. I asked him to turn off his mobile phone too. He
said that he would put it on silent mode for emergency calls only.
Then, he received a call and it seemed that the one who called was
insulting him. The manager replied that he wouldn't answer him until
after Maghrib. When it was Maghrib time he broke his fasting.. called
that man and started insulting him back. This is not acceptable at
all. It contradicts the essence of worshiping Allah in seclusion. Yes
Arafah is the day where sins will be expiated and we think and expect
good from Allah but how would we know that we got accepted? The believer does a deed and his heart is worried about acceptance. "And
those who give that (their charity) which they give (and also do other
good deeds) with their hearts full with fear (whether their alms and
charities, etc. have been accepted or not), because they are sure to
return to their Lord (for reckoning)". Al Mu'minun, 60
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Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 6:55am
Winning the Day of Arafah
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الكاتب/ Sheikh Hany Hilmy
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We mentioned four virtues for the Day of Arafat. Let's get a practical prescription and see who will win this day?? People who are most humble and modest are the most winners of the Day of Arafat '
Abu Ya'ala narrated that the messenger of Allah peace be upon him said:
"No good deeds done on other days are superior to those done on these
(first ten day of Dhul-Hijja). Then some companions said to the prophet
peace be upon him: Not even Jihad? He replied: Not even Jihad ..." Concentrate
on what the prophet peace be upon him said: "Fighting a day for the
sake of Allah equals what? It equals one thousand day of fasting and
praying. The man here asked the prophet peace be upon him which is
better Jihad or fasting the ten days of Dhul-Hijja? The prophet said:
They are better than Jihad for the sake of Allah. There are
statements that say that one day equals one thousand days and the
Hadith implicates that it is even more than one thousand. The deed
could be doubled for one of those days more than a thousand. The
prophet peace be upon him said "they are better than Jihad for the sake
of Allah except for one who dusted his face in humiliation and
humbleness for the sake of Allah " Dusted his face means he prostrated
humbly to Allah. It doesn't mean going to the desert and
dusting your face with dirt. The meaning here is to be humble and
humiliated between the Hands of Allah. Assigned Task: Prostrate! Here is an assigned task for you now: you need a humble prostration.
You need to pray two long Raka'as before noon or between noon and the
afternoon time. Prostrate and talk to Allah until you reach humility
and humbleness. You need to supplicate from the bottom of your heart.
We all need to remember our sins to feel humble. We need to glorify our
Lord until we put our heads on the ground feeling humiliated and humble
because "Allah is with people whose hearts are broken and humble". It
was narrated that when Allah spoke with Moses and told him Do you know
why did I speak with you Moses amongst all of my creatures, why did I
make you ( Al Kalim) with the Most Merciful? He said: Oh Lord, No I
don't. Allah said: because I saw humble and modest while prostrating" In
the attributes of Al Safwa ( The Elite: A book presenting stories about
people who are really close to Allah), look how they used to humiliate
themselves and act humble in front of Allah. A man came to Wakee' Ibn
Al Garah and treated him harshly. What did Wakee' do? He entered his
house, prostrated and cried between the Hands of Allah. Then he went
out to see the man and said: If it wasn't for my sins, He (Allah)
wouldn't have you over ruling me. Abu Raja'a Omran Bin Malhan
Al Atardi was one of the followers. When he was dying, said: I have
nothing to regret after my death except prostrating five times a day
for the sake of Allah (in praying). We will follow our righteous ancestors in their worship on mount Arafat. Following their example will get us closer to Allah. For
example, Abu Sufian Althawri-who was seen on the Day of Arafat kneeling
and crying- felt the Ayah "And you will see each nation humbled to
their knees (kneeling)". Al Jathiya 28. He sat on his knees and started
supplication and cryed in humbleness and modesty. Your assigned task here is: "Fall prostrate and draw near to Allah" You
don't have a time for praying between noon and the afternoon?? You can
pray from dawn till the afternoon as much as you want. You can pray in
this time ten Raka'as or twenty. The number is not as important as the
closeness to Allah. You may pray two Raka'as that can be enough to free
you from hell fire. So, what do you think of praying two Raka'as that
free you from hellfire? Source: Born on the Day of Arafah, written by http://www.manhag.net/mam/trjmh-alshykh-hany-hlmy.html - Sheikh Hany Hilmy To Be Continued ... Prevented by Excuse |
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Posted By: Full of Hopes
Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 6:57am
Prevented by Excuse
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الكاتب/ Sheikh Hany Hilmy
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05/12/2008 |
We
will anticipate the reward of the pilgrims. We shall use the slogan we
followed last year "Oh Lord, we were prevented by the excuse, please
don't deprive us the reward".
If we were at Hajj (pilgrimage), we would have been looking at Ka'aba,
drinking from Zamzam, seeking the recovery of our hearts and body. Our
hearts would have circumbulated around the Lord's House. We would have
been walking between Al Safa and Al Marwa as a metaphore to our walking
between scale sides (resurrection day) supplicating that our good
deeds' side would weigh more than the bad deed's side.
Hajj
forgives all sins. The person who comes back from Hajj is clean from
all sins and mistakes. He returns as if he is just born. He comes back
free from any wrong deed including those done to other humans. One of
the most scary things ever is losing your good deeds over to someone
you have done wrong while alive. Haj saves you from all the trouble.
All of those are gone by standing on Mountain Arafat. Anticipate doing
pilgrimage with your heart even if your body was abstained from going
"Where ever you go and whenever you cross a valley, they are with you
though they were prevented by the excuse". Oh Lord, we were prevented
by the excuse, please don't deprive us the reward.
If the people at Mount Arafat will leave forgiven, please forgive us
all too. If the reward for the good Hajj is paradise, so Lord please
merit us with your blessings because You are the Generous who can
reward us for those pilgrims and make us enter paradise. Oh Lord, if
their sins will be gone, bless us with expiation of sins too. Oh Lord,
we are the poor; the humble and modest please free us from our sins.
Anas
May Allah bless his soul said: The prophet peace be upon him stood on
Mount Arafat and the sun was setting. He said: O Bilal, ask the people
to be quiet and listen to me. Bilal stood and said: O' people, listen
to the messenger of Allah. So, the people listened. The prophet peace
upon him said: Oh you people, Gabriel, peace be upon him, came to me
previously and passed my Lord's salutation and said: Allah forgave the
people of Arafat and the people of Mash'ar and relieved them from their
sins. Omar said: Oh messenger of Allah is this specially for us. The
prophet replied: for you and for whoever comes after you until the
hereafter. Omar said: Allah's blessings increased and became
delightful". Narrated by Bin Al Mubarak and corrected by al Albani in
Sahih Targhib and Attarhib. You
do not know that the people's rights have no resolution except by
Allah's aid. Read in all the books that talk about the hereafter.
People's rights are like the oppression. Allah may forgive the person
who repents but the human (slave) will not forgive another human if he
does him wrong. We said before that the humans don't forgive easily and
they keep reprehending. On the contrary, Allah forgives and don't
reprehend. Even if it was your parents or your brothers or your kids,
everyone will be saying myself, myself, (I am sorry) why would I
deprive myself? He insulted and did beat me.
Now praise be to Allah, we will be saved from this situation through
Pilgrimage. We need to Ummar when they circumbulate. We need to get rid
of life's traces. I mean get life out of your heart and make pilgrimage
with your heart. Leave all the troubles and thoughts behind you. Allah
will take care of them. Source: Born on the Day of Arafah, written by Sheikh Hany HilmyTo be Continued .. Live Pilgrimage with your mind |
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Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 6:58am
Live Pilgrimage with your Mind
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الكاتب/ Sheikh Hany Hilmy
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Here
I am Oh Allah. � I am going to my Lord to guide me'. Feel the word
coming out of your heart. You need to raise your voice when you say it.
You will go to Allah in your heart. Leave life and go to Allah by
saying: Here I am O' Allah.
Our supplication "Give your response to Allah and His Messenger, when He calleth you to that which will give you life" Al Anfal-24.. Here
I am Oh Allah. Once it comes out of the heart, life and all the
troubles will get out of your way and you will know your path to Allah.
Hearts are purified and they get closer to Allah. Say that you will get
closer to Allah and how can I be away from You while You were never
away from me? "And we are nearer to him than his jugular vein (by Our
Knowledge)".
The hearts matter as Ibn Al Qayyem says: Hearts are divided into two: 1- A heart that circumbulate around the Throne. 2- A heart that circumambulate around dirt
(the cursed dirt in life) but he will still come closer to Allah and
purify himself and be committed. He will raise his hands surrendering
and stick his body to the Ka'aba saying that he wants to be there and
he doesn't want to go away. He will raise his hands saying "I recognize
your blessings upon me and I recognize my misdeeds".
The
prophet peace upon him used to raise his hand up and supplicate to
Allah by saying oh my Lord, if these people are perished, no one will
worship you on earth. Then he went to pray behind Al Maqam and promises
Allah faithfulness. "Say (O Mohammad) He is Allah, (the One)." I
promise you loyalty and faithfulness and that there is no one but You
and I will never love anyone but You. I will get closer to You and Your
righteous slaves and will stay away with whom You don't like "Say: "O
Al-Kafirin (disbelievers in Allah, in His Oneness, in His Angels, in
His Boods, in His Messengers, in the Day of Resurrection, in Al-Qadar,
etc.)" The pilgrim will approach and circumbulate around Ka'aba several times running and walking.
Then he will go to shave or shorten his hair getting ready to enter Arafat. Arafat
is not inside the Haram where hunting and killing are not allowed.
Arafat is outside Makkah. Once you reach Arafat you start supplicating
with all the strength you have got. This is where a person should
approach Allah ..
You supplicate and supplicate then time comes where you enter
Muzdalafa. He stays there in Muzdalifa (which means closeness). Then
the pilgrim goes to Mina to throw the pebbles. He throws seven pebbles
for three days. Throwing these pebbles is a metaphor to throwing all
the borders in your life that keeps you away from Allah. Here we are abstained from performing Haj with our bodies ... supplicating Allah to reach its reward by anticipation.
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Posted By: Full of Hopes
Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 6:59am
Duties for the Day of Arafah
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1- Humbleness and humility
2- Feel the meaning of Hajj in your hearts so you can pilgrim with your heart 3- Purify our hearts from life.
Some of the ancestors said: I stood on Arafat and I had my money. I
decided that I wanted to supplicate without life heavy baggage.. I put
down it down and started supplicating Allah until Ifadah. He is
purifying his heart from life.
Look at what the ancestors used to do: The
person would weigh himself and match his weight with silver and give it
as charity. Amer Bin Abdullah sacrificed everything for his religion.
Habib sacrificed four thousands Dirham for the sake of Allah and Abu
Hurairah made twelve thousand remembrances a day.
Our Duty: We mentioned before a Hadith "This is a day where whoever will hold his tongue, sight and hearing tight, will be forgiven".
So, your homework is to make Itikaf (seclusion) from dawn to Maghrib.
Take a vacation and dedicate it to worshipping Allah. When you get
back from your work, isolate yourself and dedicate your time to
worshipping Allah. "Silence is salvation".
Narrated by Attermedhei and classified as sahih by Al Albani. We need
to remain silent to control our sight, hearing and tongue. The best
thing to do is to lock yourself at home away from socializing. It
would even be better if we spend these hours at the Masjid because as
long as you are there the angels will say: "Oh Allah forgive him and have mercy on him". 4- Make more remembrance
in those ten days because they are the everlasting deeds. Keep your
tongue soft with Subhan Allah, Al Hamdu-lillah, La Ilaha Illa Allah,
Allahu-Akbar (Glory be to Allah, All praise be to Allah, There is no
God but He, Allah is the Greatest). The duty is to keep glorifying and
magnifying Allah as well as supplicating all the time. Source: Born on the Day of Arafah, written by http://www.manhag.net/mam/trjmh-alshykh-hany-hlmy.html - Sheikh Hany Hilmy To be Continued ... Arafah from fajr to Dusk |
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Posted By: Full of Hopes
Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 7:00am
Arafah from Fajr to Dusk
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Follow this schedule as much as you can: Sleep well at night because you will wake up at dawn time. So, pray Isha'a and recite some Quran and go to bed.
Make sure you get enough sleep because you will wake up one to two hours before Fajr time.
When you get enough sleep at night, you will be able to function during
the day. At that time, you start whisper talking to Allah and begging
Him. Get ready to recite at least one hundred verses. If you have time,
read one thousand verses and that is by reading Tabarak part( juzu'
29). Repeat those steps during the ten days until you reach the Day of
Arafat.
After that you eat your Suhur (late dinner) and make Istighfar the last fifteen minutes before Fajr prayer where you are very close to Allah "And in the hours before dawn, they were (found) asking (Allah) for forgiveness". Az-Zariyat/18.
At the same time you get closer to Allah and say: Oh my Lord make me
succeed in obeying You and worshiping You correctly on the Day of
Arafat and free me from the hellfire. Make Dua'a for yourself and all
the Muslim.
Before the Fajr Azan
by five minutes, make ablution and get ready for the prayer. On your
way to Fajr prayer, anticipate to do Hajj and Umrah by staying up until
sunrise. It is like Hajj because you are going to perform a ritual
(praying) in the mosque. And whoever performs a confirmed ritual
praying, is considered like performing Hajj (pilgrimage).
"Whoever walks to perform a written prayer in congregational is like
doing Hajj and whoever walks for a voluntary pray is like Umrah". Classified as sahih by Al Albani in Sahih and Daheef Al Jame'e.
Resemble
your eagerness to perform Haj with all its meanings through
anticipating Itikaf (seclusion) .. Listen to the prayer call and finish
your remembrances and get ready to go the Masjid with your intention to
make Itikaf and ask Allah to bless that night for you. You will perform the regular rituals by praying the two Raka's of Fajr which are better than everything in life. Sit until sunrise and don't forget to anticipate the reward. Read the remembrance while you are waiting for the sun to rise and read the Quran.
Boost your soul by reciting some of the Quran to get the mercies from Allah.
"And we send down from the Quran that which is a healing and a mercy to
those who believer (in Islamic Monotheism and act on it), and it
increases the Zalimun (polytheists and wrong-doers) nothing but loss".
Al-Isra'/82. Thus you earn the Allah's sympathy which will be
your fuel for the day. Allah's mercy and sympathy will enable you to
read a lot of Quran. Insha'Allah reading Quran will help you get
through the day awake. As soon as you feel sleep creeping into your
body, make ablution to drive Satan's whispers away. We said: "Fall prostrate and draw near to Allah". Al-Alaq/19.
Source: Born on the Day of Arafah, written by http://www.manhag.net/mam/trjmh-alshykh-hany-hlmy.html - Sheikh Hany Hilmy To be Continued ... Arafah from Noon To Maghrib |
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Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 7:02am
Arafah from Noon to Maghrib
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It is time for Noon prayer
.. You will first perform the Sunnah by praying four Raka'as before the
ritual then another four Raka'as after it to protect you from hellfire.
"Whoever prays four before noon and four after will never burn in hellfire". Classified as sahih by Al Albani in Sahih Al Jame'e. Then after that you finish your invocation by supplications as well as remembrances such as praising, glorifying and magnifying Allah. Keep your tongue active with Allah's remembrances. The prophet peace be upon him said: "The
best supplication is on the Day of Arafat and the best supplication
said by me and the prophets before me: There is no God but Allah alone,
He has no partner. To Allah is the dominion, and to Him is the praise
and He is Capable of all things". Narrated by At-Termedhei and classified as sahih by Al Albani.
Repeating this supplication ten times earns you freedom from hellfire. Even more if it's said a hundred time,
1/it will be like freeing ten necks from hellfire, 2/getting one hundred rewards, 3/one hundred bad deeds will be erased 4/it will be a protection for from Satan. 5/The
last virtue of this remembrance: he will have the highest reward ever
except for another man exceeding him in the number of remembrances. The prophet peace be upon him said: "Whoever
says There is no God but Allah alone, He has no partner. To Allah is
the dominion, and to Him is the praise and He is Capable of all things
one hundred times a day equals for him ten necks and accounted for him
one hundred reward and deletes one hundred bad deed and was for him as
a protection from Satan until the evening and no one will do better
than him at that day except for someone who say more than him". Classified as sahih by Al Albani in Sahih Al Jame'e.
Devote
a special time for saying this supplication repeatedly.. Make sure your
remembrances are a blend between asking Allah forgiveness, and praying
upon the prophet peace be upon him. Remember to say the two loved words by The Most Merciful: �Glory be to Allah and praise be to Him'.
This remembrance helps achieving the meaning of humility, humbleness
and modesty . It encloses also the meaning of love and glorification.
Glory be to Allah has the feeling of humbleness.. it emphasizes that
you feel how Allah is complete and how you are not. When you say Praise
be to Allah resembles your feeling that Allah is the master of booties
and that you love Him. How not to love Him.. He owns all the bounties
given to you. Whatever I own is only from You. So praise be all to You
.. Allah is the Greatest and He has all attributes of glorification.
Glory be to Allah and praise be to Him.
Humbleness, humility, modesty and glorification are all meanings of worshiping.
From
afternoon to Maghrib, you will finish the Holy Quran and your
invocations. You will sit to supplicate for an hour or forty five
minutes. Spend half an hour in supplication and feel that you are standing on Mount Arafat.
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Posted By: Full of Hopes
Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 7:03am
Supplication on the day of Arafah
Follow the ancestors lead.. Some of them were dominated by fear. Mutraf and Baker Al Muznei stood on Mount Arafat.. one said to the other: "O Lord please don't disappoint the people for due to my presence. And the other said: Had I not be among them, I would have begged You to forgive them". Fear was the core of their supplication. Fear not to be accepted because they think worse of themselves even if they are on the right track. Always under estimate yourself when it comes to making good deeds. On
the contrary, others were dominated by hope. Ibn Al Mubarak said: I
came to Sufian Al Thawrei while he was kneeling. His eyes were tearful.
So, I said: who is the worst of this group? Who is the lost who
won't be forgiven? He said: he is the one who thinks that Allah will
never forgive him. So though he is always tearful and prostrating
humbly to Allah, yet he has positive interpretation to think the best of Allah. There
are people like Al Fudhail who stood on Mount Arafat and never said a
word ... He just stood crying. Every time he tried to supplicate, he
cried. He remained on top of Mount Arafat until all people departed then he yelled and said: My deeds are so dreadful even if they are forgiven by You". (They said he was always shy of Allah). The meaning behind his yell is that even if he was forgiven
by Allah for his bad deeds.. he will yet have to face the situation
where Allah will ask him about them on the day of resurrection.. and he
was too shy of them. So, there are people dominated by
hope and others by shyness. Some dominated by fear and others are busy
in diligence. Masrooq is one of our ancestors who slept all the time
while prostrating because of his diligence. He consumed all of his
energy that he felt asleep while praying due to his sleep deprivation
all day. He sacrificed his sleep for Allah's worship. "Cursed were the people of the ditch (the story of the Boy and the King)". Al-Buruj/4.As
they sacrificed (in the verse), You need to sacrifice. For that reason
his sacrifice (Masrooq) is called excessively diligent. When
the ten days arrived, Saeed Ibn Jubeir used to work in extreme
diligence. So follow his lead and exaggerate your worship as well as
supplicate for your brothers until you get to the night of Slaughtering.. and do it all only for the sake of Allah. The Night of Eid:When
you get to that night, you need to be grateful. Glory be to the King
who made you cry all Day of Arafat and now He wants to you to smile and
be happy at the Day of Eid. You should be happy and forget about your misery at that day because Eid is meant for happiness. You shouldn't leave an opportunity for Satan to get in between your happiness in Eid because that is his job. "Secret counsels (conspiracies) are only from Satan, in order that he may
cause grief to the believers. But he cannot harm them in the least,
except as Allah permits, and in Allah let the believers put their
trust". Al-Mujadilah/10. He wants you to be sad by telling
you that you are ranked as a bad worshiper.. so you start believing his
nasty whispers and depression creeps in resulting in doing bad deeds in
return. He will tell you that you are lost so don't lose
life and the hereafter at the same time. Then you are trapped in his
web of depressing thoughts. On the other hand, Satan wants you
to be terrified by telling you that hell was created for you and you
really look like hell. He wants you to be sad and desperate until you
are lost again. Another plan of his traps.. that he wants you to
be very happy and to forget about your worshiping. But you should
always remember what Allah Al Mighty said: " for Allah loveth not those
who exult (in riches)". Al Qasas:76 So you are lead by his whispers to brag with lives luxuries.So do your best to abstain from this act. Summing
it up, Satan makes some people laugh and some cry.. but your weapon is
your supplication as well balancing between hope and fear. This is the
way of the believers who obey Allah's commands.So be amongst them ... ________________________ Source: Born on the Day of Arafah, written by /mam/trjmh-alshykh-hany-hlmy.html - Sheikh Hany Hilmy To be Continued .. Story of a Re-born
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Date Posted: 24 November 2009 at 7:04am
Story of a Re-Born
We began with a new born so we will conclude with another a re-born on the day of Arafah..
I will quote a young man narrating his story of new birth ... He says:
My life was a mess.. full of chaos, loss of time and fun.
I
never realized the meaning of life nor did I value it. Everything was
the same to me. Right was equalized with wrong. Everything was
permitted in my life. I was arrogant and snobbish. I hardly prayed
for once. Yes I used to fast but for no longer than half an hour. I
used to sleep after Fajr and wake up by late at night. My night is my
day and vice versa. I was conceited with my youth and health. I exercised and took care of myself and thanks to Allah I had everything and my friends were a copy of me.
One
of these days I had a severe headache which I didn't think much of.
Then it started to get worse. I made a check up and I was sure that it
is only a headache. I will only need medication accordingly. The
doctor gave me the medicine and I took them regularly and felt better.
One of the restrictions the doctor asked me to do is to stop watching a
lot of television of course I wasn't happy but I managed to do so.
After two days I felt better and I dived back into my old habits. Right
after two or three days, the headache came back but worse. I started to
worry and I was concerned. I headed to the famous hospital in town
and they X-Rayed my head. It was a disaster. They found a tumor in my
brain. They told me that I had cancer.
Cancer? Does that mean I will die? No, there is a mistake; I can't die.
My
heart was beating fast and my hands were trembling ... all my body was
shaking. I felt I was fainting. I left the hospital as if I am the
saddest ever. I had lots of questions baffling me.
How
much time do I have? What did I do to my hereafter? Where am I going?
What is my bank account with God? How am I going to meet Him and what
am I going to do?
While I was walking, I got lost. I no longer knew where to go or from where I came.
I didn't even realize anything... until I heard the prayer call for Maghrib.
That
was the first time in my life to notice the Adhan. It was my first time
to realize the meanings of its calming words in my heart. I felt guided
by its words. I told myself, this must be the way... Thoughts of Belief filled my head and I couldn't think of anything else..
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