Will I be forgiven ?

Assalamualaikum, I am 22 years old. I met this guy who is brother in law(devar/younger brother of my best friend husband ). I never liked talking to strangers nor I appreciate who does. At the end of 2020 october 12 my best friend husband gave me his brother number and told me that I am a good religious girl and I want my brother to know you well. Initially I said No but later my best friend told that talk once what if you like that person. So after 3 months I got that vibe that we are not made for each other and said I wanted to break up but he emotionally blackmailed me by not eating food and all. I felt guilty and I've started talking again although I told my best friend that I am not in relationship but secretly I was in that. Alhumdulillah we never got physical nor did major sin like zinah physically involved but We lip kissed and he stopped eating for almost 2 days and told to do adult video call, I was so in love that I did that major sin for like 5 to 7 times till now almost after 18 months things got sore between us he was not earning and I got job 6 months back and was giving him sometime money. Later He thought I was cheating on me because of job I used to talk with male colleagues He asked me to share my screen on zoom meeting and he use to watch it like whole day my all activities I thought it might be for one day but he did that for whole week I got so mad that I finally broke up and in anger went into another relationship but the another relationship person send me marriage proposal Alhumdulillah which my ex didn't send in 18 months.